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Sometimes I can see how it will all pan out how everything connects to the present and past The simplest things mean so much to me I wish I could show people my wonder I can see two fates A duo of destinies

Ice cold eyes with nothing behind Blank and blue Fluttering at me but I see your soul aching From all of your self-imposed expectations Not met throughout the years You had a golden dream once A young

Over the last few days I have discovered a few truths about myself and the way that I view the world. I was pretty ill with a fever so I was bed-bound for a few days, struggling to sleep and generally

Today as I walked to work it was absolutely pissing it down, as the English would say, it was raining so hard that I was seriously questioning how on earth that amount of water manages to levitate in the

I see you, moon shining into my room as you so often do.. waking me with gentle white light for I was in shallow sleep tonight. So I lay and admire the beautiful way the moonlit curtains ripple and sway.

Such a short and simple word but such a sublime meaning, it's one of my favourites. It perfectly encapsulates those moments when you're lost deep in thought, lost in a sweet daydream. Accidental escapism

Within us all lies a void unfilled wounds unhealed In our minds and outside unsatisfied and broken, at times At these times we latch on to pleasure fragmented peace within our chaos of life To escape

Unleashed upon land never before seen as the hills sway amongst themselves Experiencing each moment , each instance new as the trees lightly brush the canvas of blue The disconnected drifting circus of

Photo taken in 2015.

At different stages of our life we are faced with different obstacles, moments that shape us into the people we want to be, or in hindsight, the people we don't. This depends on how we deal with the challenge

Your long hair sometimes blows violently when it's windy, getting in your eyes. I like the way you screw your face up. An eagle glides in the blue skies, Watching the distant ground as he flies- Riding

These crazy times In our messed up minds You want to scream and shout until your lungs give out. To fight, it's too much it seems as you see your fears every night in dreams repetition of failure and defeat

So I wash Cold water dripping on my skin Shivering in silence. Too early for this as I see my breath in the air- My hairs stand to attention. Goosebumps Slowly I dry Standing naked in light of the sunrise

As we enter another cloud-filled weekday in England, I am lucky enough to have the morning to myself. I enjoy these solitary mornings where you can be as productive or as unproductive as you like, as long

If you actually sit back and think about everything that has lead to your existence, every little variable that has culminated in you being here, with blood pumping through your veins, reading these words.

Where are the weavers of the world, those that decided on this blundering, bittersweet existence. relative to everything, we share the same time, what's ours is to share but what's mine is mine. Send your

They say at the end we see our lives flash by moments of time, memory played for the minds eye will we see all of our choices, the paths we took? or fragments of past arranged for one last look? All the

So here we are at the beginning. It is rare that somebody twice your age informs you about a new and upcoming social network, but that's exactly what happened to me over the weekend when my Dad told me

You arrive at the beach and a beautiful fine white film of sand greets your pale feet. The heat is almost unbearable on your soles as you hastily put your sandals back on, feeling weak as you do so. You