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Claustral conundrums Falcate claws devour A fatuitous conditioned response The albescent maiden is angered by me Violaceous offerings to my mistress Do not please her because she's a sadist A mordacious

I have been on this earth before I thought I came here for a reason But I turned my back on myself Trust in the negative Internal treason I am only human But just what does this mean I can be chaotic Or

You can have a commune in a libertarian society. You cannot have a free market in a socialist society. It is of my better judgment to support a society that will let the individual decide what they want

The black earth Fallen angel lore You know their names There's 13 more Forget them The voices butting in Convincing you to sin Could be your own Or carried by them The angels on Earth possess no wings

Closing my eyes I see them Gazing into my soul Wishing they had one Creatures of fiction Or perhaps another dimension Drinking with the spirits Connects you with the wrong ones But they can be seen more

I wanted to change But did not change my habits Life is beautiful

Circumstance and mind states can shift so rapidly Life can exhilarate or suck your soul vapidly Embrace what you have Shift your perspective You're not obligated to obey the directive Making the same mistake

I don't see humanity taking the right path I see why people think aliens are time travelers Because it is evident mankind will need to do so Simply to survive Simply to survive Personally I think E.T.'s

Everything is not so bad It's time to take a step back Pockets of chaos Are bound to erupt But they don't understand This does not disrupt It's tackling the problem With the same mentality that created

If I'm going to survive If I'm going to grow I must make an honest effort To detach from this false construct To spill my guts again and again to no avail My data is sold to any bidder I never wanted to

My lips are numb I feel a beautiful chill I never meant to measure up I never intended to impress you Maintaining sobriety with my buddy Jim Beam I just bought a small one it's not what it seems I've been

Is this a dream journal? Or is it an inferno? It's not worth a movie script Penned in blood To live in lost worlds A mental flood To awake sometimes is a relief And sometimes it is a curse It makes me

A new day A new dawn Place the plan in motion It will not be long Too many years Too many fears Time wasted insecure It’s time to fly and say goodbye The undeniable allure Yet I’m still stuck here I dug

Attempting to change So drastically The same attempts I've made before But I just need to take it one vice at a time One day at a time I'm in it for the long haul When I give in so quickly I went from

They made me just as A.D.D. as you For years I was never that way It doesn’t matter now The war has been lost The war was metaphysical For no one wins in physical conflicts The truth was so subliminal

Around the era of occupy Wall Street and End the Fed the people in both movements did not agree. However there still was a cohesive voice of resistance against the policies that had been in place from

I AM I am worse off than when I was just compromising I'm living a life I'm still despising On this level there is no realizing It's gone beyond purgatory I am stuck in hell I am in this place where those

Do I want to create a product or a vision? To spit sloppily or promote precision? I am What I thought I'd never be An obsession With pain and embarrassment I need to ignore The onset of disparagement To

I've made the same mistake so many times You cannot pardon me I have a terrible habit of breaking down It has not hardened me There are some things I need to give up If I am to move forward at all But

Bi-polar reality When things feel good they start to go bad A portal to purgatory No one to trust Isn't it sad? Slow sippin' 'Cause I really drank all of it yesterday To never learn From this false sense