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kida
psychology
Sunday, December 29, 2019 12:21 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
No Questions Asked — How I confronted the British Police
Here is a video I made showing how the British Police conceal the widespread sexual abuse of children: I am a survivor of sexual abuse at a camp similar to the type run by Jeffrey Epstein. I have written
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kida
psychology
Tuesday, September 17, 2019 9:17 AM
matrjoschka reblogged
Speaking out about abuse is part of the healing process
The sexual abuse I experienced was denied and covered-up. But now, almost four-thousand people on YouTube have listened to the testimony of what happened to me as a child, and 23,000 people to the testimony
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kida
psychology
Tuesday, September 3, 2019 12:51 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
Epstein's Island, the Royal Family, and Outward Bound
As a child, I was raped and tortured at the Ullswater Outward Bound camp in the UK. This camp is architected in a very similar way to Epstein's Island. It was also patronized by the British Royal Family.
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kida
psychology
Saturday, August 31, 2019 4:50 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
Similarities between Epstein's Island and the camp where I was abused
The British camp where I was sexually abused as a child was architected in a similar way to Epstein's 'Pedophile Island'. I grew up in England in the 1980s. As a child, I was sexually abused for over a
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kida
psychology
Monday, August 19, 2019 7:57 AM
matrjoschka reblogged
The Architecture of Abuse (Chapter 2.18)
Every major cultural tradition produces its corresponding architecture. What then is the architecture of child abuse? And how does this architecture enable the pervasive rape of children in our cultures?
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kida
psychology
Sunday, August 18, 2019 8:54 AM
matrjoschka reblogged
Repression and Depression as symptoms of unresolved core traumas (Chapter 2.17)
Repression means 'to restrain or hold back'. Repression is the process by which traumatic memories are restrained, or held back, from normal waking consciousness. The word 'repression' describes precisely
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life
Monday, August 12, 2019 4:30 PM
Speaking out about child abuse by the British Crown
This is a photo of me as a kid. I am a survivor of childhood sexual-abuse by the British Crown. The recent Epstein fiasco has deeply upset me. I have spoken out here on Steemit many times in the past but
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psychology
Sunday, August 11, 2019 3:12 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
Use of Drugs and Sedatives during Trauma-Based Mind Control (Chapter 2.12)
Psychoactive drugs are sometimes used by programmers during ritual abuse. Typically, the objective of using these drugs is to induce a sense of confusion, disorientation or complete unconsciousness in
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psychology
Thursday, March 21, 2019 8:18 AM
Brexit as suicide: The psychology of self-harm
In the psychoanalysis of Brexit, we confront a suicidal patient. The question must then be asked: What is the rationale behind this compulsion to self- harm? Just as a body is comprised of multiple cells
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kida
psychology
Monday, March 11, 2019 1:13 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
The History of Mind Control — Secret Doors, Hidden Rooms, Chapter 1.3
Is 'power' mind-control? It is difficult to establish a precise history of trauma-based mind-control, given that history itself is typically recorded and transmitted by the powerful themselves. In ancient
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writing
Tuesday, March 5, 2019 6:48 AM
Ryan Adams blows himself up: A dream I had last night.
Last night I dreamt that singer-songwriter Ryan Adams blew himself up. I met Adams at a press conference in the dream and he seemed quite likeable from a distance although I was aware I didn’t want him
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psychology
Saturday, March 2, 2019 8:25 AM
Pornography and Me: How and why I escaped.
What is it about pornography? It draws so many of us to crouch, haggard, in darkened rooms, massaging our genitalia to lonely climax in in the cold glow of LCD. Then, in the horrid aftermath, with towel
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psychology
Monday, February 11, 2019 10:02 AM
Should you listen to your dreams?
Is your subconscious mind communicating with you through your dreams? Yesterday, I sat down at the piano and improvised a piece. Then I listened to Jung talking about dream analysis. Then I took a sample
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life
Sunday, January 27, 2019 7:27 PM
Instructions: How to make a hollow, wooden tetrahedron
Given our current sociopolitical situation, the question on most people's lips is, "How can I make a hollow, wooden tetrahedron?" This post aims to address this question. What is a tetrahedron?
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life
Saturday, December 22, 2018 3:44 PM
The big problem with the #metoo movement
Men are not the enemy. In fact, sexual violence is perpetrated across genders. Although the methods of abuse often differ: Men are more likely to actively perpetrate, where women tend to enable abuse or
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Friday, November 30, 2018 4:58 PM
The Karma Police: A toolkit for abuse survivors
I've returned to Steemit with a new project. I took a five month break to heal more from abuse and I've now started a podcast I'd like to share with you all. The project is called Karma Police and it focuses
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kida
child
Friday, August 3, 2018 2:48 PM
matrjoschka reblogged
A poem by Kid B: The Inner World of Trauma — Memories of Childhood Sexual Abuse
This is a drawing by Kid B depicting her abuse as a child. Prologue: What follows is a poem based on Kid B's experiences of sexual abuse as a child in the UK. At the end of this post is a short commentary
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matrjoschka
psychology
Monday, July 23, 2018 3:36 AM
One more thing...
Before I leave you all. I wanted to revisit the reason I first signed up here. To speak out about the abuse of children. Some of you might remember that I exposed the institutional abuse at King's House
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matrjoschka
poetry
Friday, July 20, 2018 3:08 PM
A farewell poem
My plane landed in a new world. Then, I found this poem in a book that I picked up by random chance in the first bookshop I walked into: Goodbye.
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psychology
Thursday, July 19, 2018 9:26 PM
How to let go and stop repeating the past
As a child I was abused by both of my parents. And as an adult I have sometimes unconsciously repeated those relationship patterns by befriending some people who didn't care about me; but only cared about
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