I'm glad you have found your truth on your own personal journey. I believed in Christianity for around 60 years and have studied the Bible intensely for hours a day over several years and discovered that Christianity is not the truth. Please follow my writings that are to come which will explain how I came to this conclusion https://steemit.com/@dpdoug.
I received Christ as my Lord and Saviour at the age of 8, was raised in Christianity, spent nearly 20 years as a missionary, and then later found out how deceived I had been for most of my life.
I left the "faith" yes, but I did not lose my faith in God. And yes I had been believing all those years a false gospel, but not the kind that you think. But no, I'm not angry at God or how he runs his universe. (more to come)
RE: I AM an Ex-Christian