this so echoes my heart, almost as if you are saying it for me. I know, though, that it is the human experience. It also must be the moon we are going through because I just wrote this post that is much alike. http://beautyitselfispurpose.branchable.com/posts/Settle_in_and_Settle/
For me it is a matter of place and what I am doing. For you herbalism and creativity. I hope you come to a point with yourself of accepting exactly the person who you are. You are wonderful, and if not the exact replica of other people, other herbalists and creatives, that is good not bad. We are likers of diversity (biodiversity) we who love creativity and plants.
Mostly I just like you!
Love you sister! Keep loving that hard place.
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