All I have to say is thank you Lord.... Thank you for 2024, it was really a long journey.... from January to December...
I don't think there is any year in my life that is as tough as 2024... this year has showned me a lot of sheges, I don't even want to think about it, but I still came out Victorious....
I have every reason to be grateful especially for this year, at a point in my life I was thinking I will not finish strong or well... But no matter de matter I can boldly say that I am strong to finish the wahalaur of this year.....
2024 has taught me alot, from January to December I have learned bigger things from this month and that's the reason why I am grateful....
The first lesson that 2024 taught me is;
The gift of being resilience
I was someone that lacked resilience, if any challenges or obstacles came my way, I cried so easily instead of looking for solutions and how to overcome it... I usually run away from solving difficult issues that involved me...
But this year, I met a bigger challenge, instead of running away from it as usual, I was able to manage the problem, I coped very well, I maintained a positive look even though I knew it was a negative issues and I didn't give up on the way.... I have every reason to be thankful.
Connections and good relationships
I thank God for the gift of men in my life, the gift of good and positive relationships in 2024...
My past few years has always been me and me alone... I didn't have time to associate myself with anyone because I felt it wasn't necessary and relationships I had kept the past few years has dealt with me mercilessly....
But you see 2024, this year blessed me with relationship I didn't ask for, it has impacted my life in so many ways, positively, emotionally, academically, physically, spiritually and otherwise.... I don't have any reason not to be thankful for 2024....
Though some relationships I kept has also taught me a lot, I have learned and relearned... But I am still very grateful.
The act of forgiveness
I can boldly say that I have learned and mastered the act of forgiveness in 2024.... I was someone that you don't do me something and go Scot free, I must deal with you in a very demure way....you won't know, but it will hurt the person...
I had difficulties in forgiving people that's why I losed some of the relationship that meant a lot to me because of unforgiveness.... Not like i don't forgive but it takes time.... I hard a harden heart.... I was queen of malice and I enjoy it on my throne......
But this year dealt with me massively and I saw myself forgiving people who hurt me just like that... It is like a load has been lifted off my chest and I am grateful for that.
Self love and self care
For as long as I can remember, I used to hate myself for no reason, okay..feel reason secondly school dealt with me so much that I had self hatred, I don't like snapping pictures, I don't like going I just hated all my body parts.... But growing up, I tried and managed.. but I was still feeling inferior...
But you see this particular year, I love myself more than anyone could imagine and I don't joke when it comes to taking care of me... I do it and evidence d show...
I'm really excited because this year really had a lot install for me and I can see the growth in me.
Happiness, peace of mind and gratitude
I'm someone that doesn't feel happy... Infact happiness was far from me. I was always very safe, I don't laugh, but then I was always depressed... Using mood swings to cover up.... But one thing that shocked me this year is that I cannot remember when I sat down for no reason and my mood automatically changed... I see myself happy although the month... You see that depression and mood swings, I was sure to put it in its place....
And above all a heart of gratitude... The gift of men had paved for me and every single day, I am always grateful for everything done....
I don't want to go further because, it won't be enough... 2024 truly was a tough and hard year for me.... But I am grateful for sustainace of life.
This is my response to the 3rd day of December inleo initiative
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