Its Chrismas! Merry or not.
Edit: Oops i think the schedule must’ve had some mixup, this should’ve been posted earlier but it wasn’t as I scheduled the wrong one and head to bed. Talk about automation, somtimes this shit still needs extra attention to details to get better at your game.
Somehow i think chrismas is almost gone already before i notice. Well, that could even be the perfect shape of how my chrismas went because it was almost like I forgot that we are celebrating Christ’sbirth. For me i think i wasnt just moved at first and when i was in the mood for something to do i didnt see anything special in it so i just stayed indoor all dAy and played video, watch a series(its actually a rewatch of peaky blinder devils) and after that i slept off.
Immediately after waking up i head out for some fresh air and also to get some fresh fruit as i was already getting tired of the taste of the fruit juice i had at home so adding some fresh whole fruit might help my taste buds get better. Honestly i had the most bored chrismas because it was when i actually decided to leave the house that i saw that all the malls, motels and local joint are all filled. There was even a new chicken rep in the area that i was surprised at how many people turned up to this place that was built not up to three weeks ago.
I got my fruit and fresh air to top it all and i had a funny experience when i was inside the car but i wont talk about that here for some reason. It was kinda almost ridiculous to talk about because someone almost had to lose a face but eventually i had to come thru to just stop all the brohaha.
I got home and all my siblings plus mom and dad were already eating it out without the families lone wolf. I think thats how many see my these days as i rarely leave my room nor accomodate other peoples company. Its not that i dont have friends here but most of them have either left the city to settle somewhere else or just had a fallout and are not much in alignment anymore.
Nonetheless i like my loner life, i also have fun when i have the energy to too but most times i only hAve time for myself cause ive made it a pact to never entertain toxic people in my life anymore as youve gussed it im surrounded by many of these so called young adults that things you have to fraud someone else before you can make ends meet. Honestly it wasnt easy to get my head straight to saying No to a lot of things but i know i had to made a choice at some point because its better to die for what you belive in than to live for nothing.
Regardless of how lonely my life is rn. Sorry i meant how alone because i dont think im lonely. Ive been more happy, energized and motivated than ive ever been for a long time due to my decisions so it is what it is. I think that is all for the day but i bet your chrismas was different from mine and more fun. You can tell me about them below if you are okay with that.
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