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For some days now – days now running into weeks – I have been wandering rather aimlessly around things I normally do without blinking an eye. Basically, I feel I can refer to it as I am down. Or is this what they call burnout?. Well, this is not depression or some other thing. It is just that I want, if possible, not to do anything at all except eat, press my phone and talk to people. Yeah, I love food and I can’t trade anything for it except I am on a fast.
(My) Hive, for example, has seen me doing little to no engagements per day. Even the last post I made is almost two weeks old. At times, when I muster some energy to read up on some posts that I perhaps enjoy, to leave a comment seems like a Herculean task to do, so I end up leaving it. Like today, who would know that I have read starstrings01's post halfway since about 9 am. I left it pending on my browser tab ...
These past times have now become me becoming alien to the daily tasks I give myself such as reading a short literature piece or a book, surfing the internet for vital information, etc. Can you imagine me - a foodie - now as lazy to boil common water to prepare beverages? I just do delegate the food part to my younger sister. Quite unfair of me, I know. Also, in one software engineering virtual school I enrolled for, I have been lagging behind seriously on the course outlines for 4 weeks now. I guess my down moment had begun longer than I noticed. One funny thing is that I do not see any cause for it unlike when I wrote It's Been A While which had some tangible reasons.
The only thing I knew I did not waiver from is going to my boss’ workplace where I have been learning the art of photography and its related entities (Maybe I should even blog about this soon 😎🤔, although my first (camera) pictures ain't cool). Aside from this, I just want to be with my phone, cruise on social media without answering messages, and have the basic needs of life – you know, food. Anything wants was not wanted - or I was too lazy to get it.
Honestly, I still do not know why I am or have been feeling this way. I pray my lost vibes are found. By the way, I hope @starstrings01 motivation post-streaks wrought wonders on me because My Vibes Matter. At this juncture, I think I need to run along because I have got some video editing assignments to do!
Lest I forget, this is my first time posting in this great "Emotional" community by the way.😁 Hence, a newbie here!