Lucha constante / Constant struggle

Mirando hacia todos lados,
buscando a quien acudir
Confuso y atribulado,
con miedo hasta de seguir

¿A quién pediré ayuda?
Nadie entiende mi temor
Ni yo mismo bien comprendo
la razón de mi terror

Dicen que solo está en mi mente
y que controlarlo puedo
Quizás será que inconsciente
le abro la puerta a mis miedos

De repente si me animo,
si solo no pienso en ello
Se detendrá el asesino,
que se cuelga de mi cuello

No es tan fácil, la verdad,
no es sencilla la batalla
Es dura la enfermedad
que a mi mente acorrala

Es difícil seguir intentando,
cuando el enemigo está dentro
Solo queda seguir luchando,
Controlar un poco este tormento

English Version

I'm sorry to walk barefoot
on dusty roads
Feeling a thousand jolts,
I feel short of breath

Looking all over the place
Looking for someone to turn to
Confused and troubled,
Afraid even to go on

Who will I ask for help?
No one understands my fear
Nor do I myself understand well
the reason for my terror

They say it's only in my mind
and that I can control it
Maybe it's that unconsciously
I open the door to my fears

All of a sudden if I cheer up,
if I just don't think about it
The killer will stop,
That hangs around my neck

It's not that easy, really,
the battle is not easy
The disease is hard
That corners my mind

It's hard to keep on trying
when the enemy is inside
The only thing left to do is to keep on fighting,
To control this torment a little

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