events and personal "life trip" shapens your character, beside having a natural inclination for something... im quite similar to you, never had big relationships, lost friends, never had that many... outside some people starts talking to you at random and i think like "why? theres no need to" lol im just doing my business
i mostly work at home and someone ask me if i miss office for people and such and i always say "no"
RE: You're what you've gone through