💞 I think I need some advice, I'm falling more and more in love with her. I'm trying to avoid this feeling, but every time I see her I fall in love again it's just that she's so beautiful, I can't help it.

Of course my friend, every woman has her own beauty and just by looking at her we feel like we have a whole universe. By looking into her eyes we can see beyond life, we get to imagine a world with her. Unfortunately you can't forget this feeling, because her beauty is so unique, and the way you imagine her is incomparable to other people.

What are you trying to tell me?

Give me your attention. The beauty of a woman is illuminated by a light that leads and invites us to contemplate the soul that dwells in her body, and if she is as beautiful as she is, it is impossible not to love her.

And I will give you another piece of advice. Select your company very carefully, both your friends and your partner, they must bring you happiness, intellectual or spiritual wealth; You must feel alive with them, because relationships consume a resource as sacred as time is, I'll put it this way to make it better... When we give someone our time, we actually give a part of our life that we will never get back.

💔 So now I understand why I never said goodbye to her.... I understood that before to say goodbye I had to say goodbye forever.... And the truth is that I wanted to. And I don't want to. I would like her to know that I miss her, but that I miss her with love, not fear. That I remember her with love and not with anger, nor sadness, nor attachment. That I didn't want to leave, and that I didn't want to say goodbye.... I welcomed her into the rest of my life. And despite not seeing her, not touching her or talking to her.... I know that she is, I know that she's in the present even though she's not with me. But that she will be in me for all eternity.... I'm trying to be happy. To be with her but without her... And I want to touch her, to love her like before. I want to listen to her... But I don't look for her, I don't go to her, I don't call her, I just close my eyes and I feel her again... I listen to her again... I cry for her again... So I wouldn't want her to say goodbye to me. Why didn't I say goodbye. I said; Till we meet again... Whether in this life, in person, in the life that follows, in my dreams or in my thoughts...

That's all... it's over...

💛 What's over?

I give up...

💛 After all, you're the one who gives up?

I can't do this anymore, okay? I'm tired of always trying to get ahead. I'm tired of pretending we're okay, of trying to be better, I'm tired of everything, we were never good enough for anyone.

💛 And here I thought I was the fragile one....

You're just sentimental, I'm a realist....

💛 So what are we going to do now?

To live without desire, laugh without happiness and cry in silence until it's all over.

💛 I thought we were getting better?

We never did.... We were always a mess, just look at us.... We lost everything family, friends who moved away... You lost the love of your life, we accomplished nothing.

💛 This is all your fault, if you'd let me take the contr...

If I were to let you take control, we'd be worse off.

💛 ...

Just take it from me nothing will get better we're a mess for everyone, let's just hope this is all over....

💛 You've given me so much good advice all these years, now it's my turn to give you some.... "Sadness is caused by intelligence. The more we understand certain things, the more we wish we didn't."

💖 Yes, it's true I lost the love of my life, but I won't give up.... Relationships will be more difficult now, because few take the time to fall in love; Conversations became short texts, calls became pretexts and feelings became hints. The word love is used out of context, insecurity into a way of thinking, jealousy into a habit, cheating into accidents and being cheated on into something natural...

💖 Sometimes it's good not to force fate and accept that some people even if they stay in me, will not always stay in our lives....
Besides, reality is something that always discourages, it's the high cost of living, but you know what? If you let reality win and you stop dreaming... then you will die inside. In today's world people create attachments according to their tastes and personal interest, which is a big stupidity. Real love is a personal decision and it is strengthened daily with effort and it is something that people nowadays don't understand.... Don't take this the wrong way, but you underestimate yourself too much and your fears don't let you see the truth.

The truth?

💖 You are a wonderful, beautiful and gentle mind.... I thank heaven to share this life with you

💛 Don't worry if you consider yourself the black sheep, "in the end there must always be someone who breaks the pattern to lead others to the truth."

But I've never been chosen.... I was always the option, the just in case, they always preferred someone else, no one ever went out of their way to stand by me, so I learned to stand alone.....

💛 But now I'm here, and you were always my first choice, and you're not alone, we have each other in this life, and that's the only thing we need for this hard life... Is it ok?

All right... you win, we'll be for each other, working as a team, taking equal account of each other, without any objection towards each other, Thank you for reaching out to me.....

💛 I've always been there for you ❤

Hello my beautiful people, here I bring you a new post. This is a conversation I had myself from my heart and mind, speaking as sincerely as I could, giving everything to go on and be one with each other, hope you like it, see you in the next post, byechii, take care