A Hard & Difficult Situation !

Hey Everyone, I hope you are all fine and doing great. This post is my entry for the weekly featured content in the #Hivelearners community. Today's topic to write about is ANXIETY

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The topic for today is critical, and I believe that whether we are men or women, at some point in our lives, we all go through this feeling, situation, or condition. Why does this happen, should it happen, or should it not happen? We will discuss that later. But for now, let's talk a bit about anxiety and what it is. What happens during anxiety?

Anxiety is a feeling or condition where we start to feel disconnected from the world around us, as if the world is against us. We begin to believe that the world wants to cause us harm or is out to make us suffer.

We start to think that we are completely worthless and that the world doesn't need us at all.

I am the person who achieved success very quickly, and I am grateful to Allah for that. By the age of 29, before reaching that point, I had already bought my own house and a car. I still had some cash available. We all know that time doesn't stay the same, and life brings its ups and downs. My earnings, which were quite good, had me earning almost $2,000–3,000 monthly. But then, something happened, and my earnings gradually decreased until they completely vanished. During all of this, I also got married. My wedding was grand, and I spent around $20,000–25,000 on it, which I still regret. But some things in life are just meant to be accepted, and we can't do anything against them. This was one of those things. Spending such a large amount on a wedding was, in hindsight, not wise at all.

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Life went on, and the savings I had were gradually being used up. During this time, I tried different earning platforms like YouTube and TikTok, but I didn't find success. In the end, I turned to Hive because I believed it was a platform that would at least give some earnings as long as I worked hard. Two years after my marriage, Allah blessed me with the gift of a daughter. When you become a father, you completely stop thinking about yourself. Even after marriage, you stop thinking about yourself and only focus on your family. That's just the way I am. I tend to ignore my own needs. I don't know if I'm doing things right or wrong, but it is what it is. After my daughter was born, I realized that the expenses increased, and when you can't even fulfill your children's legitimate wishes, you begin to fall into depression and experience anxiety.

This is the main reason why I am facing anxiety, and I am going through this condition right now. The reason I returned to Hive is also because of this. I know that blogging on Hive won't generate enough income for me to cover all my expenses, but it will be enough to reduce my worries and help me experience less anxiety. Hope is what keeps the world going, and I am very hopeful that soon, things will change, and all of this will come to an end. I believe I will live an anxiety-free life once again.