August - Leo - Holy Nights Project 8

So it’s me… choosing to expose my vulnerability to my subconscious more than to my conscious…it’s blazing hot in the left brain world, and it is just too uncomfortable out there..the dog is like the dog from the fool card… my animal self- it’s also super hot from spending some time outside and seeking shelter in Nature, the subconscious refuge…and of course there is a pool of water with a fish jumping out - that’s my moon in cancer-the information jumping out- like getting my Emotion Code certification - what’s going on outside in the “real world”- it’s nebulous- it’s a hot landscape but there’s nothing clear out there…

The eye, peacock, weeping willow and winged heart… the peacock represents the masculine side of intuition - showy, proud, beautiful, (action) while the willow is the feminine side of the intuition (waiting, rooted in the Earth and Her cycles),both in their places of left and right, and the winged heart is “my” calling… which is behind the peacock… so that confirms what I am doing… is correct… the eye is about keeping an eye on what I am doing- being careful but acting at the right time…

The turtle connected to the peacock is… once again confirming that I am self-contained as a turtle- slowly taking it one step at a time. I used to be the hare- but the turtle always wins. So now I am doing my action slowly and behind prayer- being led- not leading.

I am not one who believes I am co-creating with God - instead I let God be the Creator and He gives me my assignments and my walking orders. He is always available to me for help. But to think of myself as Co-Creator is so presumptuous - we humans - our biggest failure is believing that we are so much more than we are - and the paradox is that we are - however - we do have to stay humble or else we blow right by our Power Source - the one who has all the Power - God. I am fine with that. I am infused with Power when I recognize that I don't have enough -

"My" right hand is behind my head - tucked in my hair - hair represents psychic ability - so once again - I reiterate that my right hand - the Magician (in the Tarot) - is buried in psychic history - My lower legs are definitely in the Sun because they are going to be walking this thing to fruition - they are going to be carrying it all out in the World.

I had an experience with this today. Today, I was at my partner's property out on the plains of Colorado. There is a 5 mile dirt road leading to his property. Once it starts raining - we usually have to jump in the car and race out of there or we might get stuck because the dirt turns into this incredible mud that everyone gets stuck in - unless you have a big truck with 4 wheel drive - and even then it is treacherous.

Today, we were planting trees and we had to get them done - and it started raining. I was filled with terror, panic, fear, dread, lack of control, insecurity and a bunch of other emotions...because we were not done and I knew it was "too late" to race out - I could tell that my partner was just going to trust God that we were going to get out. He has to get up and go to work tomorrow at 5am - we simply had to get out.

I sat down in our camper and removed those emotions using my knowledge of the Emotion Code and my hand - as I had no magnet - a calm came over me - instead of thinking of "the worst" as I had been doing, I started to become excited to witness how God was going to get us out of this situation.

I became calm, neutral and expecting a miracle. Next, my partner got behind the wheel and we started on our journey. He is an expert driver, which helped, however the road was crazy and his car - a Prius - was breaking on it's own because it has it's own anti-slide system - but I sat there "expecting a miracle" - praying - and then I was inspired to go into the center of my head and imagine us driving on pavement - I did... and after a grueling hour - and 5 hills - we made it out - and we even had to pull over to let someone pull his wife's truck out with a winch and get by us - and I was calm, and quiet and expecting a miracle the whole time and imagining the pavement under our tires.

I learned a lot - I learned how expecting the worst limits my trying new things because I "know" what's going to happen if I try.

I also learned that expecting the worst activates those old negative emotions that make me change horses in mid-stream.

I learned that I can remove present emotions about a present situation and come into a state of neutrality and into a state of expectant excitement to witness God's miracles.

I learned that being in that state will widen my horizons and make everything possible. I learned that "this time that we are in" promises so much bleakness that I cannot afford, that it is launching me into expecting only the biggest miracles because I can no longer afford the "luxury" of negative thinking.

I also learned how much of a benefit I can be to my partner by being in a state of neutrality or positivity as an aid to him while he was maneuvering the mud - I could have been totally in a panic and made the experience totally negative for both of us.

My lower legs in the Sun, out of our view, in the picture, symbolize that story. Me walking my success out into the world using Faith.

She looked pretty uncomfortable so I gave her a pillow to lay on. The dog is “real”. The others are “dream” or in the 4th dimension… the peacock is connected to the turtle…

I literally did see this woman lying inside a room with the landscape outside behind… once I put this in I saw the dog, fish, tree, bird and turtle…so this is a pause… I want to leave that original tissue behind as the blazing heat at the beach

Here's the original substrate - Now I can see a lot of other things in it - I see a Badger's head teeth bared and a dog - German Shepard puppy both looking to the left... as well as the woman - I can still see her...I chose her - for this picture - and didn't see all this other stuff - I think I see different things in the real picture vs the photograph I post here.

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