I haven't posted anything for 3 days as have been feeling really low, I've had no interest in anything, even my garden All i wanted to do was stay in bed and do nothing other than sleep. Depression makes you feel alone even If you have people around you, I close myself off, I stop talking and have no interest. My hubby noticed the change in me, he knows what to look out for, he came back from shopping with a big bunch of flowers, they made me smile but coming out of depression isn't as easy as that I wish it was, he knows that its just his way to show he is there for me.
He even dragged me out of bed on Saturday and took me out for coffee with his mum, I had planned just to stay in bed but when he got his mum involved I didn't have a choice, I pushed myself to get ready and did enjoy myself but with having no energy today has been a do nothing day, I stayed in bed until lunchtime, I willed myself to get up and go into my garden.
It has been pretty windy over the last few days, when I go into my There was a few things blown over and my flowers needed a good water, I managed to do that then sat for a good while doing some meditation, thank you @sallybeth23 for the app, I will continue to use it. Also a massive Thank you too @animal-shelter @inber @divaliciouss @artedellavita @creatr @sokoloffa @reddust @shawnamawna @len.george @yesterdaytheworl @jlufer @goldenroom @paolobeneforti @s3g3 For the thoughtful and kind messages. I am trying to push myself, Took me all day to push myself to write this.
In my garden today I found a few beautiful flowers, I am sending these to anyone suffering at the minute and a big THANK YOU to all those lovely people who left me kind messages, thank you for taking the time to think about me.
I AM TAKING ONE DAY AT A TIME, LOOKING FORWARD AND NOT BACK, BEING THANKFUL FOR WHO I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND TRYING TO THINK POSITIVE
Thank you @son-of-satire
Thank you @artedellavita