While art is not my thing, i love music. I spent my school years with a set of headphones in my ears tuning out the world. For me a good song takes me back to a time and a place so i get where you are coming from.
While the writing needs a little work i can appreciate the sentiment of your post and what you are trying to say.
RE: Those memories in your head. Why it is a good idea going backwards and be silent.