So I got fired recently from a job that I had been working for almost a year and a half. It really hit me hard because every job I’ve had in Utah before that one, aside from my first job, I’ve been fired from after about a year. I got really down on myself and kinda gave up on life for a bit. I should have been posting on Steemit but I couldn’t even bring myself to do that! Instead I just played video games all day and tried to ignore the fact that my money was running out and I was about to miss the rent payment. I really don’t know how to be a proper adult and I’m kinda tired of this all. I isolated myself from everyone including family and friends because I was so ashamed of what had happened. I drank myself stupid many nights. But today I’m back and I’m trying to pick up the pieces of my life and I’m hoping that I’ll be able to find a better job soon. Now I’ll have to clear out my SBD just so I can have some spending money to buy some food with until I am able to find employment once more, and that sucks because I wanted to keep growing my account, not keep taking away from it.
Wish me luck, friends...
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