I've hurt you bad and there's no enumerated or reason other than to bring about the end of the world as i know how. It's not something expected is just something that is borne out of the pits of my hell

There's often cracks on the wall that i don't notice and I'd be a fool not to recognise it's effect on the soul. Only a fool would see it to late and frankly it's not hate not far from love i think i need

Let me try this again as i grasp at the existence of time as a single grain of sand in this paradise land work the duster in hand. Cleaning out the world around me as i struggle forward and onward into

See the clouds in the distance Flowing in the sky doing their dance Oh how life snuffs your existence A blink of an eye in a trance My eyes look on into the night Oh what a sight I'll miss you and reality

I know now deep inside that none will ever be loyal to me. Even my family is not. So I'm sorry if i doubt you. An inner voice screams inside, wrenching at the guts as of slit from side to side while intestines

It's all from my perspective so it's hard for me to prove but it feels like a knife has been poked in me and is slowly being turned. Someone close and dear all have this misty eyed fear linger immaturity

I think i can tell you everything But my mouth stutters At thoughts that mean nothing I cry and the tears drop like shutters It's always hard to find the exit Especially when things are rolling so perfect

A constant buzz of moving large and small objects in a blur fades into the distance when a gaze fails to focusespecially after hearing all the ruckus. In stark contrast to the calm of everyday life of

The stars are shining down on me as i gulp at the golden liquid getting my conscious into some abyss a pit just within reach all the time threatening my sanity. This insanity brought about by my conscious

Pigs Stuffing your faces With food yuppie scooped like feaces Reviews are gold They never get old Unless they are sold The superficial Feel themselves special Nothing other than being sacrificial. There's

Sometimes there is a need for a simple life where all things just fit into place even when you are at that stage where you feel the strife life has thrown your way. Then you wake up in the morning from

As i state out of the Cafe with my finished cup the rain batters the road noon stop for the past three days the air is cooler and the nights call for another body to get warm with. Left thinking on how

It will all make sense one day Let time fly by doing nothing Just take it all in every which way Buy it when it's dipping Use what you ask me Did you not hold some reserve Timing ain't easy to see That's

I've often wondered how life would be of i just went and left everything into that limbo life creates. Fuck you life I've not a lot of you left And I'm feeling all comfortable At this very moment So i

Feels so right Just not too tight Never in sight Dark at night Open and shut Any way but Sharp poking cut Inside the hut Tracing fingers roam Soft like foam Tingling like home All out dome Tease and pull

I'm got nothing to say Not even a single word Could make me feel this way And I'm not even bored. Is it something in the water Making me all hyped inside It's cuddle weather Come here for a ride Eyes are

Achievements take time Especially when life throws you a dime Everything's all just fine Wishing these moments all the time Flip the page to the other side I've got nothing to hide Sometimes it just lowers

What a sad existence When the crowds disappear Life's unrealistic expense Mid seems to become clear Like diamonds in the rough Made through immense pressure Nothings got it as tough Sometimes being alone

A Poetic Practice.

That up and down roller coaster ride off life oh Mr l my god why have i forsaken myself in enjoying life with reckless abandonment. I've no answer for this predicament assume i know I'm the only soul to