They say, you find growth and improvements once you went out of your comfort zone. You will find yourself trying something new and grabbing every opportunity you have because you already wanted to fly with your own wings. But sometimes, getting out of your comfort zone builds both fear and desire. It comes together.
(Author's Note: Let me share some of my Black & White shots, together with my reflections and thoughts while capturing them.)
It has been two months when I moved into a new city, here in Pampanga. I am originally from Zambales, like what I have always been proud of. I went here to grab a job opportunity, which I got after several tests, assessments, and a one-month training.
Yes, I am really grateful and happy with the blessing of getting a job that aligns with what I have studied in college. Even though my position is as a Customer Service Representative, I am handling a Financial Account, working with transaction troubles from a bank.
As I step foot on this new journey of my life as an officially employed individual, it came with both desires and fears. I grew up in a province and been blessed and contented with a simple life. But now, I need to continue living my life in an unknown city, with a different local language, and deal with different kinds of people.
The feeling of fear began the moment when I had to introduce myself to my new colleagues and higher ups at work. A question of "Will I fit in?" has shaken me to my core, but I needed to put a mask on and stand with confidence.
The feeling of fear continued the moment I had to finally do my job. And again, there was a question of "Am I really meant to be here?" yet I chose to embrace the challenge and looked at the good sides of it. There is no turning back on this opportunity, and let myself experience personal growth along with it.
On the contrary, I also felt some desires down into my core. There is a satisfying feeling the moment I knew I was already endorsed in the production floor at work. There is a thirst for career growth, as it was my first offical job aside from my side-hustles as an independent contractor.
Aside from feeling the desire of trying a new career, I also felt the urge to build a solid work experience. Like what I have observed, the more tenured or experienced you are, the more compensation and opportunity you get. And that applies to every job opportunities in the world. Experience and skills will give you a lot of advantages.
So yes, being here in an unknown city gives me both fears and desires. And I am making sure to embrace them not only for survival, but to give myself the best experience and growth on this phase of my life. I have no idea what awaits to me in the coming months or years, but at least, I am welcoming every challenge for my own personal growth — whether emotionally, mentally, and experience-wise.
I cannot express how thankful I am to those who have taken the time to read what I have written today. Your support means everything to me. Please acknowledge the sincere thanks I feel for each and every one of you. I hope to see you on my next blog and look forward to it. Sending peace and love! :)
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Hive Blog No. 89
Date Published: December 13, 2023
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